Do I Care To Much?
There are these two women in my life that I am interested in. Both of them are unique in the sense that I actually want to get to know them. I want their approval so badly that I tend to over extend myself with them. Nothing not they ask is to much. Be it asking me a favor when I am tired, asking me for something, anything they desire, I make it my mission to try to deliver even when they haven’t asked for it.
I do it because I want to be needed by them. I want them to think of me as stable enough to not only be there for them, but to also be able to do or acquire anything they need, even if I myself have nothing. I don’t do it to try to use it against them as if they owe me something, I do it because I want to. Because I secretly pray that maybe they’ll see the good in me and actually give mean chance. I always have people telling me what a good person I am, yet for some reason I never seem to be worth anyones time.
